Kylie Jenner is not as “insensitive” to haters as she thinks. In the most recent episode of The Kardashians In the fifth season, titled “Baby Rocky,” the beauty mogul breaks down in tears over the incessant criticism she receives for her appearance.
“It’s like a miracle that I still have confidence and can still look at myself in the mirror and think I’m pretty,” she tells Kendall Jenner in a good, heartfelt sisterly conversation.
Although she is typically criticized for wearing too much makeup, Kylie says she had recently been attacked online for wearing too little makeup, which exposed “lines” on her face that she says she has had since she was a child.
“I hear nasty things about myself all the time,” he explains in his confessional. “I don’t think it’s this particular headline that makes me feel vulnerable or hits me the hardest. “I think just after 10-plus years of hearing about this, it gets exhausting.”
While speaking with Kendall, the Kylie Cosmetics founder finally gets emotional about the sensitive topic.
“Last year I went on a trip dissolving half of my lip filler. I hate even having this conversation over and over again because it feels like a waste of breath because I believe that with me he will never change. But it’s just been…” she says as she begins to cry. “Why do people think it’s okay to talk about me?”
Kylie adds, “I’ve never cried about this before, but I guess it does affect me.”
While the star sees some comments where people defend her from trolls, she says they still accuse her of “[fucking] his face” with plastic surgery. Kylie previously revealed that she got fillers and breast implants.
“Even if I’ve had so many surgeries and been given all these things, I still don’t think it’s okay to talk about someone’s appearance,” she tells Kendall. “People have been talking about my appearance since I was 12 or 13 years old. Even before I got my lips filled, people were talking about my appearance. It’s so painful. I look old. I see it under every post.”
Kendall reminds her sister that she’s “never looked younger” and “never looked better,” before Kylie notes in her confessional that she’s “really strong” and that she “was put in this position for a reason.”
“I consider myself a self-confident person. “I am so grateful, so blessed to be able to wake up and look in the mirror and like what I see and think that I am beautiful,” she says. “But I’m also human and there’s only so much someone can handle.”
The mother of two then quickly puts her hate glasses back on and declares that she will “keep pushing” and “get over it.”
new episodes of The Kardashians drops every Thursday on Hulu.
